Wednesday, August 22, 2007
7:18 PM
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Somehow... I feel I could make myself busier than ever before.
Gerald pissed me off so much tt nite.. nites back. So frustrated tt I could pull all my hair out. In other cases for other couples, 1 could have simply ended it n b hard hearted n let everything be over. But I understood his worries & insecurities. I was often in his shoes for past relationships, isnt it?
How issit like... to 2-time & have 2 people by ur side for u anytime, U will nt get hurt. I wanted to say... U will never get hurt. But it's nt "never". It's a complicated matter & it not smth I wan to experience again. When only a choice is allowed. 2 choices would be troubling.
But at the same time... u get the best of 2 worlds. It's not a long term investment thou.
From U, I would expect more. Be demanding. Wan things my way. If only u can make me happy, I will be with u. Isnt it how it goes. The more smth is in demand, the higher its value gets. Works this way for the human world... anywhere, anything. I got greedy, I can take u for granted. For the better good of myself... I wan to change tt thou.
Thermo Mini test's on tmr!! Yet to study 1 more chpt & do some tutorial problems. Open book... nt usually the case thou. Hope MingAng be nicenice... I still love ChemEng. =)
Aft that... Events coming up!! Yippy!!
Fri: Mandurah with Lyn, Reg, Cal.... more n more peeps.
Sat: Back from Mandurah, Pick Gerald boy up from the airport.
Sun: Picnic with ChemEng peeps!
Mon - following Sun: A week of FUN with my Singapore Boy.
*Prays for Thermo*
you make my life perfect-`