Friday, March 03, 2006
4:52 PM
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There's always a surprise here everyday. Something new tt will happen.. The days have been passing fast since sch started. I even wish tt time can pass slower.. coz I have so much work undone. It's the only the 1st week... n I already have endless things to do. Issit really so tough now tt I'm in Uni.. Or am I just stressing myself too much?
Had my 1st lab lesson in Curtin yesterday.. It was really 6 hrs long. Unbelievable. The experiment was so much longer than I ever did b4. Luckily, I have the 3 other new made gerfrens with me. Walked out of school with Fiona & Jeri.
Had some talk with Jeri... den she drove me home. She can drive & ride a bike. How cool! Hah. She took me down the nearby streets... where to get more food & where r the food available till late nite. Chilli mussles.. tt's 1 of them. I'll be able to bring him & his bro out at nite to eat. ;)
Oh.. she intro me to graphic calculator. It's quite an amazing thing tt I've not known abt b4. Studying could be den made easier...
Today... walked to school with Cal.. A bus went pass. Saw a familiar face. Dawn Bak! Yeah... heard smth abt her being here too.. earlier when I came. But I just simply forgot abt the whole thing soon after. Till today! She saw me too.. I guessed she was pretty shocked. Hah. Another sg fren here. It's always wonderful to meet somebody u've known earlier when u r in a foreign land. She was never close to me... thou we were from the same Pri to Sec sch to Poly. We even had a common fren, Alvin, who got us to go out together years back. But I was still never close to her. Msg her in friendster already.. Hope she sees it soon. =)
Work is so so piling up. I'm so tired today. Lack of the sleep the past week? Maybe... It's Friday already!! I'm infact so so happy. At least there's a time break for me to clear my workload. My!! Tt's all I think abt now.. study study study. NERD.. Tt's wat Jeri calls me. I mean.. who in sg, who has ever regarded me as a Nerd. I dont used to study so much. But being NERD is better than being refer as STUPID. Been "cast away".. will always change some1. My Sis came back from Brisbane much more independent tt I've known. Been young at tt time, I was pretty amazed by the many things she could do herself while she was there. I even thought I would die if I'm her... Being away, alone in some land tt u've to start with knowning nobody but urself. I have never liked being left alone.. But this is smth I'm gettin used to now.
Had not too good a day too. Was so tired during the 1st lecture. Had times when I dozed off a little. I threw all my Inorganic Chem back to the Poly Lecturer already. All abt Solid State.. FBC, BCC... I used to be better at them. Now I can still roughly recall... But forgt most of it already. Damn.
Next, I rushed to the Organic Chem lab when it's only startin next week. Felt so silly... It's a bad thing to start next week too. Whic means... I wont be able to send his bro to the airport when they leave on Fri.
More... I waited for Cal for like 30mins.. Coz i sms her. But did not get a reply from her. I called too. Phone charges r really high. Didnt dare to use too much too.
Yup.. watever it is. I went hm. I have to go hm no matter wat too.. The weather was freaking hot. Walking hm was such a chore. Once I got back, I took my time to close the door, took off my shoes & was strolling to my room. And the ALARM went ON!! Nobody's at hm! I didnt know tt. This hse.. they have alarm whic u will have to activate it when u r the last to leave. And suppose to deactivate it when there's some1 at hm. My Gosh!! It was damn loud. Out & in the hse, the alarm had different noise too. Anw, it was so irritating & LOUD! I forgt the password.. had to call my landlord for it. Made me wake up & gave my heart some gd pumps.
Alritezz.. I see Dawn already. She's online. =)
I miss home. I miss him. Miss every1 in sg. Feeling emo this afternoon. Had some watering sessions again. Not nice being alone. Sadx. Now I'm so much better. Talkin to some1 from hm.. n staying so near to me. Made me feel better. I talk to Mum & Dad on webcam too.. When they say 'bye' to me after our conversation, I do feel their Bu She De. I may be too sensitive.. but I know they miss me too. Ending each conversation with them still makes me sad.
Actually, Cal may need to do an attachment end of this yr.. whic means, she'll b back in June if she cant be back at the end of the yr. Whic also means.. I'll go back with her. And end of the yr.. I'll go back again too.. most prob. I do somehow hope tt she'll have her attachment.. so we can go back in June. Selfish me.. But I would like to go Home.....
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, March 02, 2006
12:31 AM
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It's the 3rd day in school already. Everything is better now.. picking up. More friends.. able to cope with work better too. But I realised there's so much more to do. Esp when lab comes. Lots of pre-lab.
In TP, pre-lab, either u copy it from some1 else or it's easy to be done. But here, more qns & tougher. It doesnt cost tt much marks in TP too. Lab work is so so impt to me now.. The reports.. so much. But I have to try to do them well.. They cost alot of marks.
Friends.. I made 1 on the 1st day. None on the 2nd day. Today.. I gt to know 5 new ppl. 2 from hk.. 1 msia.. 2 from sg. Esp the 1 of the Singapore ger. My course mate... sort of. At least out of 5 subjects, she's same as me for 3. 2 same labs as well. So.. other than Fiona.. there's still Jeri! I guess school wont be tt bad anymore.
I wan to take up Diving too. I asked Mum abt it.. she disagrees. She thinks it's too dangerous. I noe there's danger in it. But it'll be so nice to have a diving lisence. Beach & resorts will be an even better place to go then...
I'll still go on joining the Diving Club Jeri's setting up. Course fees.. I'll prob have to pay it on my own now. No choice.. Dun wan to let Mum noe.. When I get the lisence.. den I'll see how I can let her know. Hah.. But tt's if i do get it. She dun read blogs anyway. So... Ssheehhh!
So much work to do already. Gt 1 more pre-lab to do for tmr.. Organic Chem. Thick piece of lab manual. More lab reports to do.. I'm gettin lazy. Shitz! Tired already.. BUT I'm not gonna stop. CANT! NEVER... Still gt my driving liscence to take. Havent read the theory notes. Gt to start on it this weekend. Pre-labs, tuts, reading up the driving theory.... all HaVe to be DoNe b4 Sun.. b4 the "visitors" arrive.
1 more not too happy thing... I think my Dear Boy is breaking too much. He just cant stop dancing! It's fine.. But not everyday. Too obsessed into improving his usual moves & trying to learn new moves. Breaks till midnite.. wat's tt? I'm already done with my work.. den he comes hm.
Watever.. too tired. Cant be bothered. Gt to wake at 6.30am! Long long day.. Will only be hm after 6. Sigh... Tt'll be my Thurs everyweek.
you make my life perfect-`