Monday, February 27, 2006
2:22 PM
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Took the wrong bus hm yesterday! We wanted to try another bus number.. knowing tt it'll take us hm too. But guess wat.. it took us 1hr to b hm. Gosh! The normal bus rides to n fro City, takes only abt 15mins. Makes me go on the rocking chair again.. whic means.. falling asleep n rocking from left to rite when the bus moves. hah!
Today is my 1st day of sch!! Didnt sleep very well last nite. had a quarrel with him last nite.. I'm too attention seeking! I duno.. mayb when sch starts, it'll be better. I just keep waking up too.. Not sure y. Anxious from 1st day of sch? Mayb.. Caught a glimpse of sunrise.. n went back to sleep. I'm suppose to be studyin now.. but I'm blogging. I wan to be Miss Studious!!
Yup.. at sch.. knew this girl from hong kong. 1st n only classmate I've known so far. At least sch is just 3hrs today. So it isnt tt bad. Tmr's .. just 1 hr. 1st week of sch.. it's always like tt. I hope I can find some1 who's willing to change my Analytical Chemistry Lab class. Mine's on tues.. i wan it on thurs.. 2nd week start!! Pls pls.. let me find some1.
Oh yah.. the girl.. she's pretty nice. My course dont have as much Asians than wat I thought initially. Hmm.. Is tt gd or bad? I mean.. when u look through the lecture hall, all the blonde & brown hairs..
1 more thing tt adds to my load now.. His bro n bro gf's accommodation. They decided too late! Alot of cheaper apartments r taken away already.. The cars r not too cheap too. Cheap 1.. bayswater car rental.. Not open when they arrive! Sigh.. bad bad bad.
The Bayswater car my Dad rented. $27 per day only!
So how.. now.. no hse, no car. More work for me to do.. Gt to settle it b4 they arrive on Sunday. Let luck be on my side! I feel so tired.. but I cant sleep. Sch work to settle.. The maths.. Look really difficult. *Sobz*
The temp currently.. 35 degrees! Argghh... too hot. So warm in my room.. I need it to be cooler..
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, February 26, 2006
1:13 PM
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It's a Sunday. Sun super hot.. It's been a week since I stayed in this new place already. Still rem just last week this time, I just sent my parents off. N at this moment last week, I was unpacking my lugguage.
I just did my hsework juz now too. Cleaned the toilet.. vaccum & mopped the floor. I didnt vaccum it well enough.. while mopping, u get sum wet dust on the floor. Yucks. Hah. More training to be done.
Preparing to go out already. Just waiting for time to pass. Calynn's bag handle broke again. 2nd 1 since she was here. This current 1 whic broke yest, I like it too. Gt it at Fremantle Eshed market at A$10 only. But if her bag didnt spoil, I dun think we'll be out today too. Going down city to find. We didnt check the bus timings earlier.. just missed the 12.45pm bus.. Now gt to wait till 1.45pm. The buses here r really slow....
This is out of boredom.. while waiting for the bus!
These 2 weeks.. seems really long actually. Did so many things just to get myself settled here. It wasnt such a chore back in Sg. Weekends to me.. were just play n play. Non-working day. Now too i guess.. Wan school to start soon. Wan time to pass faster. Really hope sch will be good. Sigh... I think i still miss every1 back in sg. Feels like I've drifted from the world...
This collage.. Dedicated to all my good pals.
you make my life perfect-`
Friday, February 24, 2006
9:15 PM
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I havent been blogging for a week already. It's Shir blog tt made me wanna blog again. Hah. Bored now too i guess. I was pretty lazy the past few days. Only had my internet on Wed also.
After Mum & Dad left on Sun, me & Cal was busy the whole day cleanin up the place & unpacking our stuff. We've been buyin alot of groceries too. Cooked our 1st dinner alone too.
I'm lazy to type already. So.. shall paste all my pictures. Hah.
The dishes me & Cal cooked on our 1st nite in Holder St
The hse in Holder St
My room for the next 12mths at least
Curtin University (been ard sch for the past 1 wk.. using the comp in the internet service in the Library & attendin some 'my course' talk)
Did my enrolment during the 1st week in Curtin. This is my new student card. The pic.. not nice thou. The girl just ask u to "sit there" den she took it almost immediately. No time to arrange my hair! have a close look.. 1 side thicker den the other!
This is how I spent my V day this yr. Been to Mum's fren hse for a visit. Den to the movies at nite. A really beautiful hse down there. The houses here.. mostly have gt walk in wardrobe & the toilet will consist of a bathtub n a shower room. Mine wardrobe is nearly a walk in 1 already. It's so big!
Mum's fren hse
Their roses in the front yard. So big n pretty!
Perth's Carousel's movie theatre.
Some beautiful sceneries of Perth
Fremantle
Another view of Fremantle
Kailis fish market
Ordered fish & chips, Snapper & chips & Seafood delight. All taste wonderful!!
Come to Perth, u cant miss out on its Fish & chips.. I heard ppl sayin tt. heh.
Some rose garden up the hills. very very nice. Lovely flowers there too.
Perth City. Those r cuckadoos. Not seagulls. Yup.. they fly in the wild. So cute. heh.
These are the places I've been with my parents while they were in Perth still.. This week, no more pics to take. Nothing nice already. Everyday also the same now. Do hsework! Next.. some really cute & interestin things here.
This bubblegum machine, makes me feel like droppin 20cents in everytime i see it. Den u'll c the big big ball rolling out. It's abit bigger den the grey coloured meat ball. Nt v nice.. just sweet sweet 1. heh
If u can c the sign board, it writes.. "Victoria" & the blue sign board "toilet". I was on the road! Hmm.. wont get to see such boards on Sg roads. Toilet here r not so convenient too.
I miss him.. Miss home. Miss every1 back in sg who r so dear to me. It's actually quite fun to do everything on ur own at times.. coz u know wat u wan & everythin is ur own choice. But it means more work to do now. No rush here. Not like in sg. But need to be more hardworking. hee.
Cant wait to see U.. at the airport. Touch the 3D U.. No longer just an image. =)
Calynn does stress me out sometimes. I agree tt she's more efficient den me. Her character is definately stronger den mine too. More independent. Gosh! She really does make me feel bad abt myself. But.. stress is good sometimes too. It makes me wanna be better. Wanna study harder.. gain even better grades. Watever the case.. I'm thankful tt she's here. *hugs Cal*
Just 1 of the days while waiting for the bus near our house.
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, February 16, 2006
11:32 PM
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Havent been easy to use the internet. Still tapping on other ppl's wireless connection. hee. Auto connect 1.. *innocent*
Been around sch, aunt mary's place, the Perth City, Frementle n Carousel.
Carousel.. a very long shopping mall. It is prob longer than Taka to Wisma. Aus gt too much land. Building are all built on 1 level. Just broader.. U seldom see high rise buildings. Unless.. the City.
My rented hse for now..
this is Frementle (the harbour)
The roses at my mum's fren's hse. Roses here r damn big & beautiful. Smells v gd too. Sg florist 1... no smell. :X
Alrite.. it's really difficult to load pics here. The connection v v bad. These r views of Perth.
Oh.. I took my 1st bus trip to Aunt Mary's place the 1st time! It's only 50cents for tt abt 10mins bus ride. Watched the 1st movie on Tues in Aus too. Hah.. A$8.50. The cheapest tix they have! In sg, S$9 ex liao.. but i'm talkin abt A$8.50 Aussie. Tt's like.. S$10. Woo.. i juz did the calculations only. Not exactly havin fun here. But getting used to it.
Temp can get from 40 degrees on Tues to 21 degrees on Wed. Tt's a drastic change. But's it's much cooler now. Much better. Turning cold.. season is changing.
Shir.. Hope u r doing well. Wanted to send u email many times.. Prob too busy these days. Will call u when I can. Miss ya, Babe.
Miss all u ppl back home.
Really looking forward to him coming to Aus. Surprising.. I noe. Too complicating. Prob many ppl objecting to this too. Coz he may hurt me again. But I'm just risking again. =)In 2 different countries. But we r still contacting alot. Not as much.. But enough.
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
12:33 AM
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It's so hot here in Perth! People in Sg, pls be glad. The summer here is terrible. When u wan to tan, juz take a walk ard the roads for 15mins. U'll be all black already. I think I look darker now. It's quite bad.. coz i'm afraid of more freckles n uneven skin tones. Yucks.. Gosh. Sigh.. I'm waiting for winter. It'll be so cool.. But winter here isnt tt cold.
Went through enrolment today.. so slow! make me wanna sleep. B4 tt.. went to look for houses available to rent. It was only the 1st hse.. n me n cal like it already. Seems comfortabe enough, safe enough n it's walkin dist to sch. Not v far away. So it was pretty gd.
It's near the this SupaValu place too. Good for gettin groceries.
Feel tt it's rather boring here now.. only comes online every nite n spend the rest of the nite by the laptop. Connection's not too gd still.. But better. I'll move into my perm hse on sat.. But will b shifting things in on wed. Pretty cool place. Quiet enough for us.
Even the sch felt so peacful. We havent been on crowded places ever since arriving in Perth. Or mayb, there's no really crowded place too.
Will be gettin my printer tmr. Need 1 to share with Calynn for our projects in the future. So tiring.. so boring. I juz wan to settle things down soon!
As for him, I think I've gt nothing to say. He met her.. tt was it. Hah.. dun wan to go into further details. Dun have to.. Dun care, dun bother... dun wanna be bothered too much. :) Oh.. but i'm so sad tt.. the bangle he gave me, 21 "diamonds" on it. 1 dropped out today.. *boohooo* I'm to going to wear it already! I dun wan more stones to drop out...
It's Valentines' Day tmr.. gt to spend it with Calynn.. But it wont b tt bad. Prob going to catch movie tmr nite.. cheapest day in Aus to watch movie. Hah.
Happy Valentines' Day to all!! May all Love & be Loved.
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, February 12, 2006
4:06 PM
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Alrite.. I'm in Perth already. 2 days & still counting.
Anywae.. I did forget to bring smth. 2 tops tt I washed the nite b4 leaving. Forgot to take them down the hangers & into my luggage. Forgot my hp charger too. Hah. But it's ok. I've gt enough clothes & Calynn gt the charger.
Reached Perth at 2pm. The flight's actually alil shorter than 5hrs.
The weather's really hot here. Gives me headaches. 1st day when arrived, my ex-neighbour who migrated here, picked us up. Stayed at their hse for awhile. Got my Optus sim card from them & the rented hse key.
Reached the hse at ard 5 den had dinner. The hse is pretty cosy. But still warm.
It's the season.. the heat from the sun!! Arghh...
Managed to connect to somebody's wireless connection here too. But the msn.. has gt lots of problems. Keep logging itself off. But I dun have to pay for this internet connection.. so wat can u expect? Hah.
Todae.. woke up at 8am. Juz to get some groceries at those cheaper shops in the city. There's really quite little ppl ard here. Chinatown's at the city too. Alot of cheaper groceries shops opened by Asian. Initially, I tot it'll be expensive. Heh. Alot of those instant food mix.. for asian food. Eg, laksa, curry thingy. So.. I wont miss out so much after all.
I'll be gettin a car license soon too. Without car here, cant survive lah. Walking ard in summer, will be terrible too. From my hse, I'll need transport to the city for future survival of food too.
Tonite is the 15th nite of CNY. Going to my neighbour's hse for dinner, Steamboat.. Tmr muz prepare to go sch already. 1st day of Enrolment week. Hope things will turn out well.
Me & him talked. He told me abt choosing me again. I duno to believe how much he says. The ger is coming back just to see him. Trying to get back? Yes.. I do think so. He being soft hearted? I think so too. I'm away. There's nothing I can do too. Wan to enjoy myself here for now. Dun wan to think so much. We'll c wat happenes when She meets Him.. &.. He meets Her. *shrugs*
The weather's damn hot! I need another bath. Takes like 3 baths a day. Wonderful! Luckily, water bills r so cheap here.
And the internet Not gd!! Cant load things into website. Msn keeps on getting log off too. cant download Skype.. No webcam loaded too. Sigh..
I miss every1.
Shir babe... I love ur blog. Hah. I know it's all abt me. I read liao.. so touched. I miss u so much!! Will email u when I gt more time. =) Muackz!
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, February 11, 2006
12:36 AM
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Been a few days since i updated my blog. I was pretty busy the past 2 days. Packing & out of the hse to get the last things I'll need. I wont be able to update it for quite a while too. Need to get th e internet lines over there done 1st.
I just gt a new Digicam on Thurs. An Olympus.. weather proof.. duno wat mini 1. Hah. Functions nothing much. But love the model!
It's another 7hrs b4 I leave Singapore. Not sure wat I'm feeling Now too.. will noe in the
morning. Heh. Spend a nite with him. Time is seriously running out. Afraid tt I'll leave out some things too. But I brought so many things with me! I dun think I will miss out anything. If I do, it'll b so shit. Hah.
Went down the temple to pray.. spend a nite at home to have dinner with my family.. printed photos of all my love 1s.
I duno wat's going to happen to me & him in the new future. But watever it is, I hope for the best for the both of us. And I will feel gd no matter wat happens in a Relationship like this...
As for all my dear Girlfriends.. I wan our frenship to last forever.. Despite the much lesser time together & the distant.
Esp to Shirley... I dun ever wan our frenship to end. Long live our frenship!! Cheers.
Love all u babes. See u girls when I come back~! *Muackzz*
People... I'm gone. The next time I type my blog, I'll be in Aus already.. Miss Me!!
*BIG HUG*
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, February 09, 2006
2:24 AM
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Once I was up this morning, I was already getting ready to go out. Slept late again last nite. Same for tonite too. It's 230am already. I'm still packing. Wat else I need to bring? I know there's more. But I duno wat.
Went down to SimLim with Shir to get a Digicam. I'm going to pay it for myself this time. Went look around the 1st level. Den to this Alan Photoshop or smth shop.. the 1 my Dad recommend. Jc brought us there too. Was intro to 2 cams tt within my budget ($200+ to $300+). DEn blah blah... look... test... bargained... n gt the Olympus 1. It was initially a fight between that or a Samsung. Looks gd. Love the model once I saw it.
Hah.. Happy.
Left Shir n jc.. Wat happened next, is a secret. But I was at Bishan buying some more neccessary things. Had dinner with his family. I really like his family. His Dad, Mum n bro are all so nice. His bro gf too. It was a quick dinner. Coz he wans to go for dance. I went too. The last time.. I'll c him dance.
Looking forward to tmr. In fact, I was looking forward to everyday. All the activities, all the meetings, all the friends. But I dun wan time to pass so soon too. 2 more days only. I've been sleeping late. Fri nite, I wont b sleeping at all.
Feeling nostalgic.. again. There r times when I do feel like cryin recently. I hope on Sat, I wont cry too much. There'll be lots of ppl. Haha.
Time for more packing!
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
3:15 AM
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Woke up rather late today. It was nearly 11am I think. Tried packing more of my stuff into the lugguage. Ironed my clothes. Arranged my accessories. Think abt whic bag I take or leave for my Sis. But still... alot of things to pack. Alot of things NOT in yet. Lugguage is full already!
It seems like I'm going for a long long holiday. And yeah.. I'll be away. But for school. Away for long... will only come back at the end of the yr. Wanted to be back during my Winter breaks(mid-yr) coz of somebody but I am not going to anymore. Due to his decision made. I'm just going to take it easy & forget abt the whole thing.
Met the sec sch girls tonite. We had dinner. Been a long time since all the 6 of us gathered already. Usually, when I organise an outing, some1 would b absent. Glad all of u girls came. It'll be the last time I see all of them together b4 I leave. Till Dec.. den I'll see all again.
I hope time will pass Fast & Well.
The CNY gathering at Sinyee's hse on 1st Feb
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
1:07 AM
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Seems like been awhile since I updated my blog. But it was just yesterday afternoon when I wrote smth. Is time passing slow.. or too many things r happening?
Went out at nite.. didnt go home. Went home in the morning.. den off for a swim. Home again for some packing & was out again. Spent the rest of the day at somebod's hse. And there... now I'm here. Seems like so long ago. Or I did too many things?
I talked to his mum. It was weird. Didnt turn out as well as I hope it would. She dun much bother about his stuff. As claim.. there's nothing she can do. True enough. He knows it himself. But no1 can do anything about it. It's him. His own choice.
Through her, I get to know she does understands some things abt him & the other girl. She dont think they can last. Just like wat any others think or feel. Alritey.. It's juz part of growing up. She makes me feel so young too. He's even younger... still havent see alot of things or havent been thru enough.
I know.. His mum knows... He'll change one day. Then, he'll know wat's best for him.
We are all still growing up. I only want to concentrate on my studies now.
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, February 05, 2006
2:47 PM
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Met my clubbing frens on Fri night. But I left earlier than them. Had smth on? Wat happens after n on... was just like a mystery.
The whole of Sat, I was probably missing. Till the night. Calynn suddenly call me n say there's a meeting with some poly frens. Eric n grp. Julian was there too.. for dinner. But i was late. He has already left. Claiming to have smth on.
I only joined them for movie.. Fun with Dick & Jane. Short movie. Not Very funny.. Not nice. Went Ktv after. It was already 4.30am when i got back.
Later at Ktv, Julian called me. He's home. He left.. due to some ger problem. Think he's never lack of such things.. I guess.. many ppl faced such problems. I had too. Julian was initially angry with me.. for having this other guy. But now, he's actually telling me abt his problem with a new ger.. Sorta.. His gf. Doesnt matter.
I got to stay home n pack my luggage today. Leaving on Sat. Few more days to go only. Nothing is done still. So fast... I'm feeling so anxious already. Hope the new life, new environment will be good for me.
Realised smth... That He is missing from my daily activities & plans already. But is reality really so?
Feels like it's so confusing. But there's actually nothing to be confused abt. Wat am I thinking?
I miss him... the old 1... the 1 I 1st knew.
Ur hairstyle, Ur hair colour, Ur shy smile... Is all I rem of the Boy i loved.
I'm ~EveTte~ Chocoholic... U're maybe - mustbe.
you make my life perfect-`
Friday, February 03, 2006
2:57 PM
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Over.
A very surprising & sudden decision made. For the past month, it was all about making decisions. We are all only back to Square One.
There was anger. Much tears were shed. Heartless words. Even slaps too. Struggle.. probably alil'.
A call from Ben.. made me walk out with my head up high.
I have dignity. I can make my own choice too. I made it.
Allow me to be determine enough to go on with it. Nothing shall make me sway anymore.
Had comfort from many ppl. Know tt I'm much cared & loved by others too. Just feel something's lacking. But I know.. tt feeling will only stay for awhile.
Met something spooky tt nite. Somewhere near his hse. Did not scare me much. I was mostly thinking abt wat juz happened tt nite. Wat freaked me out was tt... It was probably just near where I was. *shrugs*
No contact for the whole of yesterday. Am feeling better already. Just another fail relationship. Nothing to hold back now. Got to move on. A simple & stable 1, seems so hard for me.
Got lots of plans for the rest of the days in sg liao. Yeah! Glad to be able to meet all my frens now. At least, nothing will hold me back anymore. =)
There are times I swear I know you're here.
When I forget about my fears.
Feeling you my dear. Watchin over me. And my hope seeks. What the future will bring. When you wrap me in your wings.
And take me...
Where you are. Where you and I will breathe together.
Once again.
We'll be dancing in the moonlight. Just like we used to do.
And you'll be smilin back at me.
Only then will I be free.
When I can be Where you are.
And I can see your face. Your kiss I still can taste. Not a memory erased.
I see your star Shining down on me. And I'd do anything If I could just Be right there..
Then I will be free. So take me where you are.
Now baby there were times when selfishly I'm wishing that you are here with me. So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes. And make you see. That every night while you are dreamin I'm here to guard you from a far. And anytime I feel alone I close my eyes and dream of Where you are.
Where you and I can breathe together
Just like we used to do.
Baby I still believe.
I've got to believe I will touch you that sweet day.
That you take me there Where you are.
I'll always be waiting here.
Only wanna be where you are.
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
5:48 PM
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Had some problems with my laptop previously. Couldnt connect to the wireless. But now, I'm actually connected to the internet n typing my blog on my personal laptop for the 1st time. Yippy!!
Spent a nite at his hse for the whole nite. His relatives came. Alot more den who I saw on Xmas n New Yr. More unfamiliar faces. Mostly his cousins. His family consist of cousins around his age. Mine, mostly married n having kids. Was much ignored during the nite there... when all his cousins came. Luckily, there's Ben. There's also this lil' cousin, LingLing, super naughty! N the Fluffy Xiaobai to keep me entertained. Being ignored, I probably had more time to think n consider thoroughly abt him.. Talked to Ben. His bro too! 1st time having heart to heart talk with his bro. Pretty amazing. Long story. Shall skip all tt.
But every1 is sure now tt he has made his decision. Having his bro, I guess I felt more secured. Hope tt I'll have more trust in him too. Wat's going to happen next.. shall wait n see.
Pray for the best to happen.. for myself n him.
Shir came my hse to Bai Nian on Mon too. 1st time ever since we knew each other since 5 yrs back. hah. But I think when she's at my hse, it seems more like we r having some meet n chat session. Cant wait to go shopping with U tmr, babe!! =)
Gonna be real busy for the rest of the days. Alot of meetings n dinner. Very happening.. But whic means, time will pass faster too. Spent most of the time sleeping this afternoon. It's already evening already! So much things to pack. But all undone. Lazy. No time tmr too. Shit.
Preparing to go Sinyee's hse soon. Yeah.. been a long time since I meet the poly girls. Probably our last meeting already. Too bad Calynn n Aileen wont be there.
you make my life perfect-`