Wednesday, November 01, 2006
5:31 PM
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Back on blogging at last. Wanted to blog so much... But couldnt. It'll be weird to do in Uni too.. any1 could juz look at wad u r doing. Dun have a personal compartment for a comp. I was feeling so down. The internet's down too. Or mayb... coz no internet, thus I was so down. Hah! Been down ever since Thurs. Hate it when there's no net.. I will feel so away from the world. End up, I'll on the TV all day... whether I watch it not. Hee. Waste bill... but not mine. :/
At last the new internet line is here!! Yeah...
4 reports to hand in this week. 2 of them.. half way done. Have to hand in 1 tmr.. juz finished it. Other 3 due on Fri.. last week of Uni (2 more days).. most hectic week. From Mon onwards, I feel so scared abt Exams. I dun wan to fail anything. I told Mum... if I fail anything this sem, I dun wan to continue. At least... i seriously dun feel like it anymore. I probably had never worried abt failing so much in my whole life. It used to be the grades tt matters to me.. Now, it's pass or fail. I tot ChemEng's tough... this is so much worse. I took Chem, coz I thought it would be easier. Or so, every1 thought so.
But in Uni, every1 reckons tt it's ChemEng tt's easier. Now I agree. I prob dun understd half of wad ChemEng subjects was talkin abt when in Poly. But at least, I dun flunk anyhow.
I still love the labs... but y issit the reports n theory behind them... r all so tough??
This is my lowest period. 2006 is not a gd yr for me.. seriously. I will nv wan to relive such a yr/experience.
Sonam's been a great help to me... He's been nice, ever since the day I knew him. Thank you!
I miss home... I really do..
I miss Mum so much... I feel worried abt so much things. But there's so much I dun wan to let her know. Coz I dun wan her to be worried too...
you make my life perfect-`