Sunday, November 26, 2006
12:37 AM
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128 days over... Singapore home I'm going to be in in 16 hrs time. Long waited for this day to come.. but aint as excited as I thought I'll be. I'm happy still thou. Probably afraid of wad might come next. "Prepare for the worst". But I hate the need to even have to prepare for it whether it happens or not.
Going home.. I shld be happy. But I'm feeling bored & having mixed feelings here. I liking Perth more & more. Miss the sky(clear blue & the lots of stars at nite), the air, the freedom, the Aussies, the "weird, different" things tt I had encounter here. But 1 thing tt I'll never miss. The Loneliness.
I wan to be happy... get wad I wish/ hope for.. if only things will not turn out negative anymore. Be happy!
I know my lugguage's gonna overload by 10kg. Weighed it alrdy... might be more. Hopefully.. less. Bought so much more clothes this time. For my whole family. Prob the chocs too tt's weighing. *shrugs* I dun think I bought anything much for others, except my family. Did shopping for 3 ppl in 3 hrs in Carousel alone this morning. Freaking hot weather now! Heard tt Sg's cooler.. hehe.
I think these 2 days me & Cal are simply not happy with each other. Not too sure why.. did guess why.. But I duno why we both juz irritates each other so so much. Hah! It's really frustrating. But I'm going home! We'll sure to drift while away from each other for 3 mths. But we'll be fine after.
Wan everything to change for the better when I get back. It's time for good karma to return & flow in slowly.
Mum told me, "Every1's looking forward for u to come back tmr."
I miss home so much... for so long alrdy. At last.
=)
you make my life perfect-`