Tuesday, October 17, 2006
6:12 PM
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It's going to be the end of Sem soon. 1 yr is passing soon. Pretty fast... but I dun think I have a gd 2006 at all. Mainly... my results. But I hope.. This 2006, my end of yr results... would being a gd ending to this yr & start a fresh 2007.
The hectic Mon & Tues are over... Last sem, it was Thurs & Fri when I gt really long days with the Lab. I rem when I ended the last Fri Organic lab... it was autumn alrdy. Sunsets by 550pm I think. Org lab always ends on time, which is at 6pm. Thus, I walked hm at dusk.. remembering tt I smiled to myself. Coz the sem has ended & I'm going hm.
I'm glad tt labs r over. But I still have 3 more lab reports to complete. Yest's, Today's & last org lab on next Tues. I'm also feeling worried abt the Exams. I dun wan last sem's nitemares to repeat again. *Prays*
I feel tt I'm loving Perth more now. Frenships r building in Curtin. Chifai, Paco & Sonam. I felt bad when I had to leave & nt help Sonam in the AA during Inorg lab. He helped me so much. Sigh.. I'm so so sorry. And I do mean it. I feel so guilty coz I could nt help.. It was a chance for me to help him back.. as I always wished to. But I dropped tt chance.
Hang-outs & parties are always gd & fun on Cal's side.. The frens I knew thru her. I feel myself enjoying more this sem. But nt neglecting my studies at the same time. Thou I'm still nt doing too well.
Celebrating Cal's 21st again! Tmr's her exact day... The chem eng ppl will be giving her a surprise.. Dips will take her out & the others will lie tt they're nt free (prob pretending to forget tt's her bday). Then, we'll meet her at "Sebastian's", giving her a surprise tt we'll alrdy there. When there's an occasion, I like to dress for it... even if it's juz a simple top.

However.... whic shall I put on tmr? I know it's nt my day... But I like dress up! Hahz.
Hmmm........
Gerald... we had a bad quarrel again on Sat/Sun. Over my dressing/makeup on Cal's bday at Brass Monkey. We went to club.. told him the truth. He mind.. but let me go along tt nite. However, I showed him pictures of me & Cal tt nite, he was so super duper angry. He didnt like the way I did my makeup & hair. Insulted & scolded me like shit. I felt like breaking up tt moment. Really... He scared me. He was freaking fierce & violent. He didnt allow me to put on makeup anymore. Want me to throw away all the stuff I used on my face & blahz... I threw alil. But seriously.... I cant go without makeup. My complexion is nt all tt perfect. My eyes may nt b tt small.. but I need eyeliner to define my eyebrows & make me eyes less sleepy looking.
I dislike my freckles. They may be "cute" as some mentioned. But whic girl wouldnt wan a flawless face. Even Yang Cheng Ling wanted to remove her MOLE on her Right Cheek.
I dont think Gerald would have taken noticed of me at Docslab.. if I didnt had any makeup on den. -_-
Anw... I would love my face without any makeup too, if I can. Smooth skin, no spots, no pimples with their left over marks n no dark eye rings.

Ate this "old man" biscuit with creamed honey from here. It's super yummy can.. Think I'll buy more back. Hee.
Time for dinner soon.
I'm gona study alil tonite. Have to study...
you make my life perfect-`