I hate it when we r like tt.
It's endless.
So much Ups & Downs.


We both tried controlling those anger & frustrations.
But it never worked.


I'm unreasonable & control u too much.
U say i'm lonely.. therefore my attitude.
I say coz I need to see u. I love u so much tt i'm always missing u.
It's true...


U lie, give excuses & say 1 thing but is actually the other.
U deny & insist tt it's my fault for asking too much.
I dun control u from going out. I wan u to enjoy while remembering me.
But I hope U give me time too..
Coz I dun see u at all.



Long Distance Rship is so difficult.
I cant see U, feel U, accompany U & go out to have fun with U.
So, I wanted to have more communication time on the web. At least I see U & know how r U doing.
But, I believe, overtime... U find it boring.


U make me sound the least worthy for U.
I still know it's ur temper changing. The vulgarities U scold me. Prob the worse any1 has ever scolded me b4.
It hurts... so badly. Even looking at U now, my heart aches.
U duno.. dun understd.
I know it's me too. Coz I cant b there, I shld give u more freedom & space.
But I am just too insecure.


U affect me too much. I feel like giving up.
But it is not easy too.


We should understand each other better.
We used to be so much happier, isnt it?
Can we still be like b4? Will U still wait for me to go Home?
Will there still be Forever & Ever.....


I miss U, Baby.



~ The memories of US is still not enough~
It'll never be enough......

you make my life perfect-`