We seem ok now...
Funny ya?
I duno... But we r ok. He chose me still... Due to better future (more stable 1), parents like me better (much better *grins*) and love me more (nt sure how true is tt thou?).


He made his choice on Thurs... very sudden. I didnt wan to believe too. Wan to juz stay back n look out. His parents too.. we all juz kept quiet abt his choice. As the days passes.. till now, things r improving. He's treating me like b4 again.



His change was so sudden.. it scares me. Within 1 nite.. he told me he's deciding again. Whether to b with her or nt.. for days, he was so frustrated. Then, when I'm tryin to get over the whole matter, he out of sudden say choose me. Hmm....



I'm surprised by myself too.. How I could handle the Cheat. I was very hurt, wasnt it? Once he treated me well, I'm fine again. Am I so weak? Or do I really love this guy so much? *shrugs*



Wadever... at least it made me so much better in the mood to Study! Met some ppl to study Inorganic Chem on Mon. They studied so fast... Next tues paper, they're like done with the studyin and doing pass yr papers. =( I felt so slow n stupid. No.. I feel.. still feeling.


Juz ended, u can say, the last driving lesson juz now. Going for test tmr! The driving instructor makes me feel tt I'm going to die flat tmr! But it's the sun... Sun at 3pm here is the sun at 5pm in Sg! I couldnt see tt well... blinds my eye... n so damn pain. I didnt wan to tell her, coz I noe.. it sounds like an excuse. I need Sunnies!
Tmr is the test alrdy. I'm quite scared. But I feel tt I can make it.. hee. If the Examinar ask for left hand side parking.. then, hmmm.. we'll c wad happens. Hee.


All thanx to wat happened last week, I lost some weight. No appetite! But... i think i'm gettin it back again. More running!


Cal havent been home. Coz gt 2 proj to hand up today.. So lonely. Need dinner soon. I'm hungry!




This is a Sinful pair of Boots I bought.



I'm so Thankful tt U r here with me. *hugs*

you make my life perfect-`