Tuesday, May 16, 2006
12:59 PM
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Kinda gt a new place when Jeri called me on Fri... sayin that she saw an adver on the Notice board at Karawara Shoppin Center. Saw the pics... den the hse. The hse of coz.. as usual... dont look as well as wad is shown on the pictures. There's still some1 stayin in that hse. so it's kinda messy. But overall was fine. We guess it's gona b fine. We decide to get the hse alrdy... But pp work's nt done. Nothing. And, what if the owner dont like us... they may not even wan to rent it to us anymore. *shrugs* See how things goes. But we r really looking forward to having a place of our own. =)
Days or weeks b4... I wanted to blog on Genuine & Fake ppl. I think I've been meetin alot here... whic I'm nt sure belongs to whic catorgory. The 1st few weeks in school, mayb till 1st 2 mths, I was afraid. I was wary of the ppl & surroundings ard me. I notice the hypocrites, fakes, acts, real nice, try to b nice, so so many kind here. It's scary. When a person who always gives u attitude... suddenly becomes nice. Y so? Wont u think he/she is up to smth? Wan a favour fr u? Or simply realises tt he/she attitude isnt gaining himself/herself any frens nor help anymore? Arrogance!
I believe there r ppl who r like me... wary of everything ard them. Like how babies cries at every unfarmiliar sight, smell, touch. A way of protesting. Like how I cry so much infront of Gerald when I so dun like this place initially.
I'm beginning to live with it. Opening my eyes bigger... and noticing the Genuine 1s.
U noe cute guys n gers in Perth? I havent been much noticing them. The few I've seen beginning of the Sem.. remains as the same few cute 1s. Hah. But more asians cute guys n gers r emerging. Sumhow.. sumwhere.
When I start smiling over the conversation I just had with my own labelled "cute" guy, I think abt my commitments. Cheating is smth not impossible for me... but hardly possible too. I cant bear to do it.. esp if I'm so in love with my current partner & when I see a future. It's in me. No1 thus far... has made me even felt fickle abt my feelings towards Gerald.
I hope things between us will still b as well. Tt no1 comes between us... no lost of feelings. I still do afraid of losing him.
I yearns for his hug.
~for the kiss.
~for that touch.
you make my life perfect-`