Saturday, May 27, 2006
10:45 AM
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Been a week since I blogged. Many things happened this week.
Early the week.. Mum toked to the lady landlord. She agreed to many things whic her husband caused b4. She said from now on, anything we need, we'll let her know & wadever her husband wan us to know, she'll be the 1 tellin us instead. Tv's back in my room. A newer 1 it seems. Her husband actually charged me $48 for mid April to mid May house phone bills. Tt's maddness! The lady landlord then returns me $30.. cause I said tt I didnt use tt much. It's true! B4 this...me & Cal shared the hsephone with them. We add together, paying $36. Now I alone.. $48?? Tt's definately impossible.
Wadever it is... the hse is settled. We shld be stayin here for gd alrdy.. at least till Feb (when the 1 yr contract is over) hopefully...
No labs for this week. Yeah!! I was pretty free. Next week would be the last week of sch alrdy. 1 sem juz pass like tt. Pretty fast i guess... Then, study week.. n 2 weeks of exam period. Sigh... I'm scared. I really need to study! I've been scoring badly. Real badly. I feel so shit. Damn shit. Even now.. I've been slackin for 2 hrs since I woke up. I thought I woke up earlier to do my work?? Damn...
1 more thing... My Dear Gerald. It's been gd for us still... really lookin forward to me being back in Sg. We planned many things. But smth happened on Thurs nite (25.5.2006) tt made us both so upset & reminded of the past. Angela Ma. She went to look for him.
I was infact out tt nite.. with Jeri & gang. 1st time I join them for thurs nite meetings. It went pretty well... & was getting back hm to talk to him. But only to find out he wasnt hm.
Wad happened was... Ben lied to him tt he was upset over his gf. Gerald went down to accompany him.. Only to find out tt it's Angela below his hse. Much shoutings.. cry.. frustrations.. worries.. blahz.. occured. In the end, Gerald's still mine.
Angela lied. Sayin I msg her stuff.. but me & her v last contact was when I was 1st week here in Perth.. the v last emailed, was her to me. I did not reply. She make up stories.. nt the 1st time. Ever tried backstabbin Gerald.. She told me smth tt Gerald either wasnt intendin to tell me or havent told me. Hoping tt we'll quarrel I guess...
Whatever it is.. Those r over.. over for gd? I hope. It really hurts to keep seeing this happening. Does this prove me & Gerald love to b stronger? I think so...
Love hurts. It makes ppl do the unpredictable. It's evil.. but born in Heaven. Contridicting? Naturally good.. but becomes bad when it dont turn out the way we would wan things to be.
Oh.. I've been out shopping alot. Looking for thingys for my Love 1s.. Spent alot. My mum's gonna kill me. Tt's y I NEED to work next sem. I bought another boots. I know we wont wear them in Sg... But I'll wear them for the next 1.5 yrs left here. Love them to bits! But with guilt. Hee.
I need to study. Everytime I mention. But I dun do it as much as I Need, Have, Hope to.
~ Shooed to the books!
you make my life perfect-`