Thursday, April 13, 2006
7:35 PM
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It's nearly a week since he left. I still cant get used to it. Rems all the "last week". Like.. last Mon, when I finish class, he'll be bringing lunch for me after sch, eat together den goes out. same for tues. Last wed, he would be up already to prepare to go sch with me. My 2 hrs of break, always have him accompanying me. On thurs, I'll rush hm after the 8-10am lecture, to get home to catch a lil more slp with him still slpin. Den wake to make some lunch. And off to lab at 12.. n he'll will come n pick me home fr sch after tt. On fri's lab, it'll be the same thing.
This is how i spend my 1st term of this 1st sem in curtin. Everyday is just him. Weekends... i'll plan to go out so he wont feel bored. Sometimes.. juz slack at hm. Sigh... how i miss those days.
This week of sch.. also passed quite fast. Couldnt sleep much. Coz the bed becomes so empty n cold. No more warmth from his body heat... No more "squeeziness" of the bed.
I'm so into him!! I'm like so obsessed with him! I'm in love... deeply in love. Stop stOP STOP.
It's Good Friday tmr! Yeah... 1st hol in Perth. Seems like a long while. I've actually been schling for 7 weeks already. After these 2 weeks of hols.. another 5 weeks of sch n it'll be exams already. Cant wait!
I'm like prepared to be going hm in June. But mum still nt aware of my plans n tt I wan to go hm. Thinking of lettin Mum noe abt him too.. but sis dun encourage much on it.
Planning to go ard Perth.. study alot alot. Like so much things to do.. but still doin nth now. Wan exams to come soon.. but afraid at the same time...
Sigh... Make Me Smarter & More Hardworking!
you make my life perfect-`