Thursday, April 06, 2006
8:07 PM
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Too cold... too sad.
Have frens.. but still lonely.
Have sch... but I'm just a stupid ger... so hard for me to cope. Nobody can help me.. Nobody will help me.
Have a "home" ( a shelter)... but home's not here.
Have fun... but r they real?
Have feelings.. feels sad, feels confused, feels frustrated, feels alone.... but is there any1 there?
I'm missing so much... All the people back in Singapore.
My happiness is at HoMe. Singapore.. where my frens n family are.
Mum... I wan to go home..
I'm sorry tt I forgt to wish u Happy Birthday yesterday. But I do rem it's ur birthday.
Pardon me for my emo.. Had a bad day at sch. During lab.. I felt so left out. Hard to explain. But I dont wan to sound so pitiful too. When I talk to them.. sometimes, they just ignore me. Dun understd the attitude. Dun wan any1 to pity me. But I am really so much weaker than I seem. I have to pretend tt I am so fine.. coz nobody can help me.. dunwan any1 to worry for me.
Pray hard and wish tt all these r only temporaily.
In search for relief.. the calmness n peace.
you make my life perfect-`