Saturday, April 08, 2006
5:02 PM
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No1 messing up my room again.
No1 fights for space on my bed again.
No1 fights to use the comp with me.
No1 to piss me off.
No1 makes me do things for him.
No1 ard to cheer me up like he does.
No more planning of outings with U.. so U wont b bored.
No more fun n laughters in the room.
No more noise.
No more hugs n kisses.
No more Pressence of U.
Missing him badly already.
Was lookin at the video I made for him on V day.. during the 1st 3 weeks when I was alone here. Really miss the days he was here. Who else can make me laugh n cry at the same time? Who else can make me feel tt I'll b safe.. no matter where I am.. as long as he's ard?
It's U.. Gerald.. my Xin boy... Eve's boy.
Rem b4 I 1st came Perth.. the nite b4, we tried not to sleep so much too. Coz I was taking the early flight. Spent the nite at his hse. Went back only at 5+am. Gt scolded from my parents for being hm late.
Today.. I didnt shed as much tears as I did b4 already. I know I'll b back at the airport. The next time I'm there again, it's either to pick my sis up or to leave for Sg.
His mum called me.. juz to ask how am I. It was sweet. Coz I needed sumbody. But when they tok to me, it was only making me feel like crying all over again. He's on the plane now.. I hope he lands soon. Den I can once again talk to him on webcam. I havent been using the starhub websms for sumtime alrdy. It was always used to sms him... Time to start again. Getting use to life alone again.
I cant forget to water the roses anymore.. I gt to b able to remove worms from the pot on my own now too. Coz he wont b ard to help me anymore.
Time to catch up with my work. Gd thing is.. next week is just 1 more week of sch n there's 2 weeks of easter break. I'm always glad to have a hol. Gt lots of topics I dun understd. Some more lab reports to complete..
Dear...
we just had a very fun nite last nite.. played blind mice with Cal. We even played hide n seek some weeks back.. n sum card games tt caused me n Cal to receive "warning letters" from the landlord! Hah! U r always up to some crazy ideas. Comes out with stupid actions and surprises. U bully me.. n pampers me at the same time. We're not goin to have such fun times for a long time alrdy. And I'm so gonna miss it.
See U in June.
Lovin & Missin U lots!
Adjusting to this life all over again. Will be fine soon. Will tolerate n control til I see U again. Till I am home..
you make my life perfect-`