Friday, February 03, 2006
2:57 PM
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Over.
A very surprising & sudden decision made. For the past month, it was all about making decisions. We are all only back to Square One.
There was anger. Much tears were shed. Heartless words. Even slaps too. Struggle.. probably alil'.
A call from Ben.. made me walk out with my head up high.
I have dignity. I can make my own choice too. I made it.
Allow me to be determine enough to go on with it. Nothing shall make me sway anymore.
Had comfort from many ppl. Know tt I'm much cared & loved by others too. Just feel something's lacking. But I know.. tt feeling will only stay for awhile.
Met something spooky tt nite. Somewhere near his hse. Did not scare me much. I was mostly thinking abt wat juz happened tt nite. Wat freaked me out was tt... It was probably just near where I was. *shrugs*
No contact for the whole of yesterday. Am feeling better already. Just another fail relationship. Nothing to hold back now. Got to move on. A simple & stable 1, seems so hard for me.
Got lots of plans for the rest of the days in sg liao. Yeah! Glad to be able to meet all my frens now. At least, nothing will hold me back anymore. =)
There are times I swear I know you're here.
When I forget about my fears.
Feeling you my dear. Watchin over me. And my hope seeks. What the future will bring. When you wrap me in your wings.
And take me...
Where you are. Where you and I will breathe together.
Once again.
We'll be dancing in the moonlight. Just like we used to do.
And you'll be smilin back at me.
Only then will I be free.
When I can be Where you are.
And I can see your face. Your kiss I still can taste. Not a memory erased.
I see your star Shining down on me. And I'd do anything If I could just Be right there..
Then I will be free. So take me where you are.
Now baby there were times when selfishly I'm wishing that you are here with me. So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes. And make you see. That every night while you are dreamin I'm here to guard you from a far. And anytime I feel alone I close my eyes and dream of Where you are.
Where you and I can breathe together
Just like we used to do.
Baby I still believe.
I've got to believe I will touch you that sweet day.
That you take me there Where you are.
I'll always be waiting here.
Only wanna be where you are.
you make my life perfect-`