Sunday, February 05, 2006
2:47 PM
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Met my clubbing frens on Fri night. But I left earlier than them. Had smth on? Wat happens after n on... was just like a mystery.
The whole of Sat, I was probably missing. Till the night. Calynn suddenly call me n say there's a meeting with some poly frens. Eric n grp. Julian was there too.. for dinner. But i was late. He has already left. Claiming to have smth on.
I only joined them for movie.. Fun with Dick & Jane. Short movie. Not Very funny.. Not nice. Went Ktv after. It was already 4.30am when i got back.
Later at Ktv, Julian called me. He's home. He left.. due to some ger problem. Think he's never lack of such things.. I guess.. many ppl faced such problems. I had too. Julian was initially angry with me.. for having this other guy. But now, he's actually telling me abt his problem with a new ger.. Sorta.. His gf. Doesnt matter.
I got to stay home n pack my luggage today. Leaving on Sat. Few more days to go only. Nothing is done still. So fast... I'm feeling so anxious already. Hope the new life, new environment will be good for me.
Realised smth... That He is missing from my daily activities & plans already. But is reality really so?
Feels like it's so confusing. But there's actually nothing to be confused abt. Wat am I thinking?
I miss him... the old 1... the 1 I 1st knew.
Ur hairstyle, Ur hair colour, Ur shy smile... Is all I rem of the Boy i loved.
I'm ~EveTte~ Chocoholic... U're maybe - mustbe.
you make my life perfect-`