Friday, January 27, 2006
8:40 AM
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Restless... I'm so exhausted already. Cant sleep well. I tot I could just end it last nite. Too weak.. Too much "cant bear to".
Heard from Ben some things. Made me feel stupid. Wrong to be too nice? I am nice. Is tt a fault? "Humans like to take things for granted. It's only when they lose it, den they'll feel the pain."
True.
It's not easy for me to end a relationship. But his attitude made it easier. Hurts me real badly. But wat can i say.. it's not the 1st time.
It's the last day of work for me. Not a gd day to end with all my problems hanging.
Am I going to miss the guys there... I think so.
Thanx Shirley, for always being there for me.
Thanx Siping, for always listening to me & killing my boredom at work.
Thanx Charles, for making me wiser.
Thanx Ben, for understanding my pain & allowing me see the clearer view.
Pardon me for being so emo. I'll get better. I cant be in this stage too in 2 weeks time. School is starting. Need concentration.
Feeling Nostalgic.
I need more rest.
you make my life perfect-`